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Why blog when have nothing to blog?
Well, I basically have nothing much to blog But, I have pretty much craps to craps about All the dramas n stories are what makes my life great So if your life have no dramas n stories that means u have a life but ...
not a great one..!!
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RIP Yasmin Ahmad
To be exact, I'm not feeling sad.Why am I giving such a big reaction is because I'm disappointed. Why am I blogging about her death? I'm just joining the nation to mourn for her death. I'm disappointed that she have to end her journey so soon. I'm disappointed that she didn't leave behind someone who is as good as her. (or she might have, hopefully) I'm disappointed that there will be no more Patronas merdeka ads to laugh at or be touch by. Probably this year will be the last one. I'm disappointed that there will be no more people who will speak out for the M'sian culture. What I learn from her death is - stop procrastinating. Of course she didn't la, just that she was looking forward for the Taipei trip this Saturday, but she went to rest on that day. sigh. Overall, I'm just disappointed that He above took her away so soon. RIP Yasmin Ahmad. PS: Probably the last M'sian who dare enough to speak out is RPK. If he's caught/gone, there we go..... The Bouncing Team
Yea, we were joking about what should we (me,C n N) should name our company (if we ever have one). In conclusion, we should name it bouncing. Why? Well, cuz' we got B,C,D but no A. cuz A is in the soon-to-be ex-office. hehe.Was pretty numb today, but well, manage to get a pretty good laugh during happy hour. I basically manage to sign like 3 bloody sales back. I'm emphasizing here that I'm doing the sales for my SUPERIOR and not that A. Overall, this week's weekdays was pretty fucked up. Since she can't give me the answer I want and she told me that : A: respecting is one thing, working/fact is one thing. See.. I always chap with C but end of the day we r still good. Ok lo... since she said that, well, I started to stand for my right. Oh Lord, may you please bless this women with all the power you can. May you make the empty vases sounds. Thank you God!! PS: I think she had had enough of me this week. Next week's general meeting is gonna be fun. Cuz' i probably gonna be sack. *cheers* Resign-ing
I strongly believe that I shall be jobless in less than 10 days time,I strongly believe that they wont be surprise to receive my letter, and I strongly believe that I'll spend quite some times lepaking at home doing nothing, and I strongly believe that I'll quit watever bad habits I am currently adapting now. Religion
To me, every religion is the same.Whether it's the God of Chinese, Indian, Malays, Whether it's Christian, Catholic, Buddhist, Indian, Muslims, etc., To me, they are the same with only one aim, to bring hope and blessing for their followers! What makes them different is the followers. What irritates me about them is their followers. What makes me question of any certain religion is also because of their followers. Well, look at the movies during P.Ramlee era, actresses were wearing tube sarong playing hide and seek with the guys. But now, some are encourage to dress like ...... God knows what. I wonder if God will have mercy on them when they are having their meal with all covered up. Anyway, thats not the point. The blooody point of me writing this post is to express my angerness on some people Catholics that talk shits about how fanatic can Christians be, where as they are no different compare to them. Well, the only different is Catholics holds jawstick while Christian don't. So what's the main point? Well, stop making your God so big that others are just God. Thank you. numbme..
i wonder why am i sosick of myself sick of everyone around me sick of everything happening around me... ciggy/liquor/cursing no longer help. none of this are able to wake me up nor give me a bloody reason of why am i being like this... sigh.... Missing Adelaide
Receivevd a postcard from Piao2 last week - appreciate it alot!Too many things going around in my working life. I won't say its hard, it's just that I'm starting to see a true picture of office politics and faces of different people. Good and bad. What I like about it is, well, office is just a "live" drama where I watch , participate and laugh at each and everyone (inc. myself) I finally have the time to do mask just now. 1st time since i started working. Partly cuz i bought like 25 pieces of mask from beauty expo this morning and wondering how on earth im gonna finish it. Anyway, that's not the freaking point! The point is that, while masking and enjoying my music, I suddenly misses Adelaide so much......Esp when me,piao2 and steven was in Uni Ade's piano room. The clear image of that moment is still in my mind. Eventually lots of image starting to pop up.. DAMN... how i wish I can just turn back time... who cares if I can't afford even GUESS. who cares if i can only afford PDI. As long as i no need to work like a cow. Well, I DUN MIND................ or maybe i do! hehe. that's why im here today. Future?
Where's the future? Where's the money? Where's the spirit?I'm starting to question myself on the changes I've been going through. Im currently in the position where I can see the sky that is cover with clouds. Just couldn't get there. No matter how hard i try to see. I'm forking out more than what my pay is given. Not like i bought anything for myself! Fuck! I'm also starting to feel pissed of myself for being so emo at some people. Just couldn't help it. I won't say I'm suffering. I'm still surviving with not much pain but I'm just trying to be numb to everything. The working hour of 9-6pm is driving me crazy as wellllll~~~~ |
