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Why blog when have nothing to blog?
Well, I basically have nothing much to blog But, I have pretty much craps to craps about All the dramas n stories are what makes my life great So if your life have no dramas n stories that means u have a life but ...
not a great one..!!
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Very Inspiring...
And I wonder.... who are we to say 'i give up' when we actually have a complete physical appearance with a so-called healthy brain. But i guess psychology still defeats mental. When one are down, what on earth happens doesn't matter anymore!I'm thinking if he has a book, it should be interesting. Or maybe I should go hunt for his DVD.
His webbie http://www.lifewithoutlimbs.org wh0 d0 U th3nk u r!
If my parents doesn't really ask me where/who/what/when I am doing. And what do you think it gives u the privillage to ask me this 24/7!The truth is! The more u blardy wanna know, the mOr3 idiOtic anSw3r u're gOnna g3t! b3 i+ th3 trUth oR nOt! FYI, u'r3 s+iLL nO bOdy +O muH! sO u b3tt3r know ur l:m:t b4 I start dragging everyone in! Vacation!
Who say a jobless lady can't have fun!Just came back from P.D and Malacca. And I'm leaving for Bangkok this Friday! lalalalala... Massage, shopping, drinking, manicure, etc etc etc.. HERE I COME!!!!!!! BTW, thanks for not asking the same ques again! At least now I feel like telling u who am I out with willingly. :P Gossip Girls
Does gossiping means bitching? Why did God created something call 'annoyed' since this is usually the reason why I start bitching about guys and girls which whine/boost/court and blablabla.... I'm not shy nor am i ashame to say that I gossip! But, only when the other party feels the same! I believe that anyone who says they never gossip would probably be the biggest loser on earth! Agree?Who cares about the female, female gossip are just plain bored! :P Let's gossip about guY! I know some of u (who probably know who am i talking about) would say I'm damn mean! And I admit I'm one. Not denying, I felt guilty each time I talk about him since he t*****t me quite good but I .....hehehehe. No, I don't like him nor hate him but if he would've just slow/keep things down/away, I think it'd be better. To all of U who know what happen at the drinking session, I'm telling U guys the LAST TIME, *touch wood*, IF only he change that, if not.................. he'd better stay away before I start hiding! Why why tell me why
And I wonder..............................Why do I always have to dislike those who show interest in me...... Why can't I just accept any tom dick harry that wants to come into my life.... Why o why..... *******After the previous post, I suddenly have a very stupid idea which might work!!! *********How about me bringing any tom dick harry back home as a bf, that way, I wont be ask the same question 10,000 times! heheheh. OK no more why! :P Intruding...
'Parents intruding kids life', I once wrote an article of this topic and till now, i still wonder if its ethical. Who am I or U to say it is or its not?Nah, that's not topic of the day! My parents don't check on my lappy, even if I dun set a password to it. (cuz' they prob dun bother to do so) Nor do they check if i hide guy in the room! :P So what about am I whining? Nah, it's nothing related to intruding. It's just something that drives me sick (worst than gastric). So I've decided to let go my anger here since blogging always helps when this I have no one to complain to. TOPIC: Why do people enjoy asking the same question repeatedly for zillion times when they knew there'll be no feedback! (Dun tell me it's love cuz' this answer annoys me) I obviously know that U people care about me more than anything the world but why can't most Asian just accept the blardy fact that UR KIDS R OLD ENOUGH TO EXPLORE and SHE KNOWs WTF she's DOING! I'm not avoiding the question cuz' I'm going out with some idiots who pop/puff/puke/sleep like no tomorrow. sh... how many cups till i get a heart attack? I'll probably know this instead of U, him nor her! I know u ppl probably say it's just a question, but to me it's some shit which makes me feel like a dumb-ass who are obviously not as great as her sis! O,wait. She went through this stage as well.. just that she has got a BF, a JOB, well-disciplined n prob a good brain. Ok... I think I'm getting abit off-topic. Signing offffffffffffffffffffffffffff! Oh ye, dun even say I'm naive cuz' I'm superb awake and I'm just trying to let all the shit out till i feel better. Last but not least, if I eagerly wants people to know, I'll still say it out LOUD N CLEAR even if im voiceless. But, if I don't, then quit asking since u don't even know if i lie anyway. Main point is, I dun even bother to lie. -.-" PS: Hence, I'm saying here for the last time, I can't wait till Bangkok trip! Then... start earning wages n starts the whole circle again! xoxo. Happy 24th Birthday to m3!
Thanks for all the well wishes, celebration, pressie and etc. Words can't express how appreciated/touch am I by you guys who took the time to drop do so.I've a strong feeling of something in me is missing, not a job nor a man but it's something else that i couldn't figure it out. It wouldn't be a job cuz' this doesn't feel the same like what I felt last time. Nor is it a man, since I can't see myself commiting, reporting and pleasing another person. Ah... drop the missing puzzle aside while I actually enjoy the first day of my 24 years old. Lets have a flash back of my 23 years old life. My biggest achivement = I'm now more independent and confident. (compare to 22 years old) My happiest moment = almost everyday in Australia was fun + working in iMec was fun as well! My most upsetting moment = Missing 4 seasons, friends and Adelaide. My lovely 23 = The new friends I met in Adelaide and work, having to realise how much my family love me and the working life <3 PS: No, I'm not drunk, I'm juz summerizing what happened in my 23 and i'm looking forward for 24. I think this is the lousiest post i've ever written since I don't even know what am i trying to crap. Lil Story has been revealed!
I guess this Spring wasn't good for u. Glad that you smsed me, at least I still exist in your 'alwaysinmymind' list. Whatever happens, you know very well, we can't do much but to support your decision. Hope those sms and email helps dear! I still can't believe I'm telling you the little story which I've only told 1 person (half of the story). Now I guess it's not and wont be 1 1/2. haha. I don't really give a shit on that anyway, just hope that little story of mine helps.Stop running to Melbourne nor Sydney, if it doesn't help then get your blardy arse to KL! xoxo (This msg is only for readers that understand) No more...........
I hang up the phone and suddenly realise, NO, I'm not gonna go out with anyone with the same name AGAIN. I wonder why their initial are all the same. Somethings not right and I can feel that something not-so-surprising is coming my way, not a BIRTHDAY present nor nature disaster.In less than two weeks time, I shall repeat the same things I have always done. I have a feeling I'm going to loss a friend who shares the same initial and blardy name with the ex(S). Where's the cave in the jungle? Or perhaps, a bridge?? This is a good but not suitable tree!!! I need to either hide or cross the bridge! Call me an elephant, I dun care. Cuz I obviously have a skin as thick as them, in order to blog about this shit! hahaha. Things to do...
I know, I know!! I'm jobless and I should have 1000x extra time compare to others to finish up my list of things-to-do, but i've been soooo procrastinating that I havent done a single thing tughout my jobless month! sigh..Things to do: 1. My Adelaide photo album 2. Cleaning up my room. (I've took the things out and about and been dragging day by day) (I KNOW IT SOUNDS SO ME! RIGHT!) 3. Probably if Lil Ashley photo album (but i bet i wont have the time to do this) 4. Opening Jobstreet website (which is something really annoys me but I have too and havent done it!)hehe. 5. Reply/send e-mails to vivi,aunty karin, vivian and some others. 6. Taking my dress for authoration (if thats how u spell it) 7. Baking Pavlova n Souffle 8. too many things that i can't think of... I thought I only procrastinate in assignment, but din't know I am a PRO-Procrastinater in everything! hahaha. First day of Spring
First day of Spring in Adelaide, unlike winter, Spring is usually gloomy and rainy, I guess the weather just makes you miss someone so much. I'm not 100% sure though.A few people in Adelaide called and smsed me today. P-p was my first visitor who smsed me that it was the first day of Spring n missing me. I did not reply to the sms since I know it wont make anything better. If so happen you are reading this (which is like 0%) , I know, I miss you toooo! Be strong, dear! U know where/how to find me! *cheers* To others (I know you guys wont have any chances of reading this), it was nice to hear some updates from you guys, I know, I miss Adelaide and you guys tooooo... And trust me, things are not going as good as I sounds like. I may sounds like I dont give a damn about not having a job, but well, deep down-under, I'm worrying my arse off 'bout where is my future. Cross my heart, Nothing sounds better than studying ok! |
