|
Why blog when have nothing to blog?
Well, I basically have nothing much to blog But, I have pretty much craps to craps about All the dramas n stories are what makes my life great So if your life have no dramas n stories that means u have a life but ...
not a great one..!!
|
|
|
About me
I may look mean n cold but.. I'm not as cold as you think I am but... If I do, well, I'm just as real as what you read here tagboard
Bloggers
Boon WoanEsther Four Whiners Hardip Lynn Issac Jane June Rach Teng Ryan Steph Tuck Fai Vway Yasmin The Story Teller Yumi Bounce Nicole archives
|
"P"uking Stress
Just yesterday when I went for interview n hired, I was excited then I started panic until now. I'm not sure why, but i have a feeling i expect too much from myself. I'm aiming high, thats why I'm stress.I promise myself when i get my 2nd salary, I'm gonna be able to pay for my car n at least be able to sign up for fitness first or something. I seriously hope i can survive in this company and earn some $$ instead of basic pay. I tell myself, if I'm able to do this by the 3rd month, then I shall aim for a trip! I vision the me in 1 year time. I guess thats why i'm so stress. I can tell no one cuz if I do and i FAIL to do that, they'd probably say I'm not but a mouth! 再见了小时候懵懂的我 现在的梦已经成熟 风在朗诵下课的钟 时光静静的走 鲜嫩的梦已经熟透 夕阳洒落让剪影斑驳 旧旧的围墙外头 悄悄围起未来的轮廓 --南拳妈妈 New Beginning
Have you ever wonder what to do in life?Well, I don't, not until now. Oh no, I still am not 100% sure of what I want and I'm starting my job on Thursday! which is TOMORROW. I'm seriously stressful of whether I am able to achieve the sales target and the handle the office juicy gossips. (I'm pretty sure there's at least one) I'm as if standing on the top floor of KLCC thinking, "should I jump n die or should i stay here n have fun n persuade more ppl to join the party". I choose to work for leisure n $$$ but since stress is overlapping both, I think I'll just have to adjust the situation before I go kick some asses. EQ
When I drink, I drink with discipline.When I puff, I puff with discipline. When I scold, I scold with no discipline! Why? Cuz' EQ low ma!!!! hehehe Nailgun
 Saw this news in nailgun news.com.au. Very cruel way of killing someone. It is said that they found 30 nailgun in Chen Liu's head. -.-" The kinappers were probably on drugs or something i guess. By the time they shot the 3rd nail this poor man probably wave farewell to them but they still continue to shoot another 27 nail. Sigh.... Picture n news taken from nailgun http://www.news.com.au/story/0,27574,25378925-421,00.html Carpe diem
The longer I stick my ass infront of computer n dramas, the more I feel lazy to work. I have an interview on Thursday and I'm hoping they hire n at the same time, don't hire me. If they hire me then I'll probably go work and pray that they don't ask me to sign any contract. I know I need the job desperately since i'm in need of $$$.Whatever happens, i'll juz enjoy my days without $$$ before i sail myself on the tiring journey on the sinking ship. GOod Luck!
So happy to have see U today after so many years of u being MIA. Whatever that happened was undenialable but I'm glad u've changed and become a better person. Well, eventhough u r still in the same 'industry' but in a better way la.Good luck to ur future. Job
I didn't realise I was one, not until Melvin mentioned that about himself.I've been slacking and slumbering around since I came back from Adelaide. Not worrying about jobs or future cuz' I still have $ to spend. So i've decided that this must comes to an end. Went for a shopping spree to spend almost all my $ and paid for a trip to Phuket in May! I'm penniless now and I'm desperate for a job! I realise that I have to been penniless to be desperate for a job and $$. I've become so desperate that whatever and whereever the job is, i'm willing to work cuz' i know i have no choice! I'm not sure how to survive without $ esp when I see so many 4 letter words around shopping mall! sigh.... Job search
I'm back for as long as I can't remember but I can remember how many job interview i went and how many jobs i've rejected. Answer is, I've went for one interview and rejected two jobs. I wonder if I'd reject any more job that are coming. Infact, I might not since i'm sick and tired of sitting my ass at home with no income.So, I decided to go for a "serious" job hunting spree. Yea, after so long. This is the first time i felt so stress and keen for a job. Never did i expect i'd be like a women who needs a job to feed 10 kids. Ok, maybe not 10 kids but 10 bags. haha. But i have to put myself in that position in order to get a job. I've send out 2 resume today so let's just hope i send out more tomorrow. For now, i'm back to my dramas. thank you. Baby Ashley
Babies are scary. Sounds normal to me but after today, i'd like to change the quote to - babies are traumatizing. (it is ok)Sis took Ashley back today and being aunty for the 1st time, i was very excited!!! as if i've never seen a baby! Poor her, she was sick. After a few hrs of kacauing her.. (she was asleep), it still didn't change my perception towards babies. Not until she finish drinking her milk+medicine. She started crying until .. yea, everyone got scared. I personally got freak out la. From that minute onwards, I start to realise that to me, babies are traumatizing. Well I've never think of having a baby (now la) but now I got even more scare! I think if i ever get married, my husband better have lots of $$$ so that he can hire a nanny n not maid. Or else I don't think i'll have a BABY. I dun mind kids la.. but if no babies how to have kids??? Unless I adopt. Bitchisme...
A friend of mine just told me some rilly dumb joke about why girls should not be called "girls" but bitch. (as far as i do not agree outside, deep down side i raise half of my hand..hehe)He says that girls talks alot and we gossip alot. And!! when girls gossip, we dun just gossipsss, we tend to have "action, "outstanding" gesture and language and most importantly being 2 headed snake." As far as I don't agree, I stop and think....eh quite true la, especially when u r in the peak of the story.. hahahahhaa. but the 2 headed snakey thing I disagree! Not all girls do that ok! Conclusion? I admit I am one and I proudly announce bitchisme. So I'm not qualify to talk about all the rubbish in the world and i'm still not a very bad person! hehe. When u say u r good and start doing such thing, ppl will say "wa laueh that girl sooo evil". When a bitch do that... ppl will go "oh . (fullstop)" So girls, u choose what you want to be la... dun ask me..hehe Halo Kitty
I know.. i know... Why Kitty of all the sudden.... OK la i know u monkeys probably shock with the kitty thingy... I didn't buy it ok. My friend got it from Japan and send it over. So nice of him to get me that. Thanks Victor. It's really cute. At least I can tell those monkeys out there that I'm NOT that "boyish" ok... I like Baja Hitam, Power Rangers, Dragon Ball and HELLO KITTY as well! PS: Probably the 1st one who will drop her jaw will be June... (that's if she's the 1st one to read la) Nah,I prefer my Korean drama than ur story
What is my feeling now? What should I feel now? I'm not sure. I'm definetly not angry, i know.Before a year ago, I cared too much. How will ppl see me? Do they like me? Am I doing the right thing? Are they b-stabbing? Yea, without doubts, I admit I DO care. But I am no longer that serious now. Those stories, gossips,etc that you've heard/seen outthere does not only happen in GG/NY/Highend socialise but also in where you live. No? Well, I was like u, never though it would but it does. Like it or not, sometimes things are just beyond your control limit. What happen if you care? U'd probably be the dumbest person mourning for the thing while others are enjoying their life. So what if you confront? If they are meant to happen then it'll still be the same ending isn't it? What if you don't care? U n others will still enjoy your time. What if they make u super pissed? Well, don't be, after there are others who trust what type of person are you. Why am i writing all this crap? I don't know. I guess instead of complaining how being friendly was a mistake, I'd rather spend my time to tell you why you shouldn't care as much as those "guilters". I'm not denying I'm a little pissed-off but nothing too serious since majority gossipers(we) are just passer-by(s) and not witness. P.S - Life is like an EQ game. |
