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My work place
Yesterday, 29/05/09, I suddenly realise that my work place is no different from insurance agency or share market. Last day to finalize this month effort, chasing sales, big boss coming in. Stress giler!

So far, i've been FFK by client twice, no sales, 2 potential but yet to confirm client.

Hopefully I can hit at least 50% of my target in June.
Hopefully I won't let my "lou dao" down,
Hopefully I am able to stay in this company,
Hopefully I can see my future growth here,
Hopefully everything goes well.
Hopefully I get my salary on MONDAY LAAA "lou dao"!!!

PS: I'm going vacation sOoN!!! *cheeers*

Trips O Trips
Summer in May
Autumn in September
Hopefully Winter in June.....

4 seaons trip will really fulfill my annual trip!

Rumours or Politics?
Politics, I prefer!

I'm starting to have a feeling where politics is a positive thing. The politic i mean is boycotting, gossiping and other nonsense and not until the extend of killing. But, as much as I dowan to admit, if there's no rumours then how politic start?

Um......

ButterflieSsSsSs
I had the worst nightmare so far. I dreamt of someone attracted butterfLIES to the office and i started screaming n crying and suddenly for no reason the office was FLOOOODED ......... all the butterflies which looks like a piece of paper STICK ON MY LEG.

Oh FUCK!!! SERIOUSLY, i havent manage to have my 8 hrs sleep since that bloooody dream! and its been one week. which means I've been sleeping n waking up, imagining the butterflies that stick on my leg!!! damn!



PS: I know I'm not a girlie girl so NO, BUTTERFLIES ARE NOT PRETTY nor beautiful nor cute! They are just plain WORMS that FLIES!

Good management
Like I said, I believe that if someone treat you good, you should pay them back twice of what they gave you.

But when someone treat you bad, you should use ur EQ to overcome it.

I'm actually struggling now to hit my target for this month, or perhaps have MORE than my target. But I've been slacking which I admit and think its super bad to do that!

I feel guitly n bad when everyone have to smoke outside cuz of the bitchy me with all that fucking fuss over smoke. sigh.... Soon la, I will make lots of appointment so that ppl can smoke. hahahaha. no la, the main reason is the target!

My First Day!
Work was normal!
Colleague was great!
Boss was great!

Sleep was bad
Smoke was terrible
but overall,

Thats was a good start and hopefully it'll continue!

I believe if someone treat u good,
U should return them with something.

Work..
I'm 6 hours away from my 1st day of work and my eyes are wide open right now.

I'm so use to sleeping at 3 or 4am. Sy-iet...........

xoxo

good luck to myself

Do you believe in fate?
To answer the question, I don't.

I just finish watching Threads of Destiny and halfway I started thinking.

I knew him since I was few months old. We fight, We use to be neighbours, We use to play with a fence blocking, We argue for god knows what and lots of we stuff. After he moved (can't remember how old was i back then), we lose contact.

10 years later, we met again and eventually got close. Then we lost contact again. Next year is gonna be approximetely another 10 years. I wonder if I will ever see him. But i doubt la cuz I'm not one of those who believe in fate.

Dun think too much monkeys. I'm not emo, I'm just blogging cuz I'm too bored.