EvonC

Stress-ing

2010-04-28T14:31:00.002+09:30

How do you destress yourself? I need one now.. with immediate effect!!

Sometimes i wonder how people in the top management can you it. It's only half a day and I feel like dragging myself to the toilet to cry out loud for no reason. Sigh..... and i wonder why did i just got myself into this situation.. maybe it was just a stepping stone that I SHOULD be in, in order to achieve further...

Someone save me please......

Hm....

2010-04-27T01:04:00.001+09:30

Since then I started to question myself...
Why can't I handle the pressure anymore?
Why can't I hold back all the emotions anymore?
Why can't I be as independent as I use to be anymore?
Why hugs must always ends in tears?

I obviously have more question than i might have imagine.
Did u see me as me? I know it might heard to hear this but I just wish I have a clear answer before everything gets too serious...

R.I.P to my fave doctor. May u find peace up above.

Elite...

2010-04-27T00:55:00.001+09:30

Shock for a sudden..Disappointed for a moment.. Not sure what happens there. Found a real friend, lost some close friend. Does this means give n take? Sigh...

Obvious but blurred...

2010-04-19T03:48:00.001+09:30

Sometimes things r just so obvious that you wish you can deny you can't. Standing on the edge is just like playing with fire. Action is obvious but answer is blurred.

Busy

2010-03-31T02:24:00.002+10:30

*Happy Happy*

Someone notice my effort and given me a chance to growth. Though it's just a tiny steps but at least someone sees it. I have nodded with it yes cuz' Im still doubting myself. But thanks to those who encourage me, I'm giving myself a green light to take up the challenge! *wink*

So many things have been happening around.... but I believe that everything happens for a reason:

1. When you make me try to show the ugly side of others, you'll just ends up showing me how good are they and how fugly u r.

2. Don't pretend to be someone ur not. It's either u can't find yourself anymore or u'll be hated even more!

3. If you try to lock me up in a cage, I'll fly even further.

Daddy's lil girl <3

2010-03-28T06:19:00.001+10:30

I can't remember when was the last time I enjoyed talking to my friends about how proud am i towards my dad. Not even the last time I actually laugh at those dump things. Had a really great night! Beer + good ears is just what I long for. Thanks Dennis!

O.o

2010-03-26T04:59:00.001+10:30

Which one's better n not? Sometimes it's just not as easy as an open ended yes no answer. I choose to fcuk it up n get a life. Well that's what the Aussie calls 'no worries' tons of beer will settle it all!

emo

2010-03-23T04:00:00.001+10:30

There are times when I just give without questioning but there are also times when things gets outta hand.. N u start asking why? Why wat? Was I too good or to stupid to be true?

Until now i still can't find the exact answer. No one was in my position until I manage to have a secret meeting.. I still haven't find the answer but at least I'm more destress... Sigh...

人阿人。。。

2010-01-17T03:34:00.002+10:30

真的开始怀疑我活在世上的价值。

请不要误会，我没有不好的想法，只是忽然间有这个疑问。

某人自杀的事件让我了解了一个很重要的道理。那就是，没什么比活着更好！

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其实刚和朋友聊了一下下，结论是：

1。原来表面上对你很好又笑嘻嘻的人，未免是真心的。
2。左右为难时，我会选择逃避。

这样的我，又为何值得得到朋友的关怀？HM。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

跨年咯！

2010-01-02T04:14:00.004+10:30

跨年

还记得，去年2009在Adelaide的跨年是和 Kanas n Zac 度过的。当时的我什么节目也没想，只想好好帮帮他们的忙。

2010 的跨年得来不易。某些人应该知道原因吧。今年就残了点，不见了一个耳环。不贵但很有意义。

回想过去

2009的我很迷失，很模糊。该走哪条路，我都不知道。换了两份工，出来 3 次国，认识了很多新友，也认识了一个新好朋友（名叫Nicole），学会了很多做人的道理，过了很多很多美好的时刻！谢谢大家的陪伴。真的很感动，如果没有你们，生活应该很无聊。

2010 的我，想找到真真的我，不想在迷失，不想在随便换工，想至少看两个不同的城市，扩大朋友的范围，学会更多东西，过很多很多美好的时刻，学会更珍惜我身边的人。

不必说，身体健康是我这一世时时刻刻都想要的啦。

朋友们

给Wailing,Waifong,Nicole 真的真的很谢谢你们对我（这么差的态度）的耐心和陪伴。

给那莫名人士，跨年了，也等于踏入12.00am，我们得到我们要的答案了。祝大家找到我们各自想要的路。

给我表妹和堂姐妹，大家加油！

新年快乐！2010 大家一定会更好！

怪怪的。

2009-12-23T03:03:00.002+10:30

今天感觉怪怪的。

有点开心，有点失落，
有点不爽，有点暴躁，
有点烦恼，有点头痛，
有点伤心，有点想哭。

复杂到我自己也开始疑问了。
这是你要的路吗？这是你要的朋友吗？
这算是朋友吗？还是我太小气了？

原来到最后，到目前为止，
值得我对他们好的人就只有几个。
10 子手指有余。

所为，朋友很多，可是痴心朋友几个就好。
你是10个里头的那一个吗？
摸摸您的心，你应该不在乎吧？

The 'wo' & 'men'!!

2009-11-20T07:36:00.001+10:30

Stop right there, when u start thinking that women gossips alot..

To my surprise, guy gossips like mad as well. How annoying n gay can that be!

Something 'shocking' happened to this guy today n what I know is he prob were busy handling customer while texting this women about the news.

Of course not out of my surprise. The women started telling everyone with the text as prove. How annoying can that be!

I know it's not my business but I'm juz annoyed by ppl who 'tends' to be the secret keeper while telling the whole world about it.

Ppl in my fb is spamming the news of the lil secret of the poor victim.

How dumb!!

Gimme a break!

2009-10-21T01:32:00.002+10:30

I know...i know... EVERYONE arounds me wants to know how was it.... but i'm just mentally too tired to talk about it. Gimme a break and sometime then I'll tell you guys all about it.

for the moment, just gimme a break. Thanks

Dilemma..

2009-10-19T02:51:00.002+10:30

Got into a very dumb n stupid arguemente with dad, which stop me from communicating with him! I don't hate him nor any shit, well, some of his shit principle just pissed me off. Esp when he says 'for everybody good'. Dun he ever fucking dare to say I'm selfish, cuz' if he do so, thats the time i will start throwing 4-letter words at him!

Im suppose to start my new job on Tuesday but I still have doubts of which job should I choose. I'm not complaining or whatever shit, I just need a job which I can see where am I going and fulfill my Christmas promise, to get myself an affordable new piano that i've been longing for.

Note:
What you see/hear is not always accurate. So,
When one looks like they don't care, doesn't mean they don't give a shit deep down under.
When one smiles happily at the critism, doesn't mean they don't cry inside.

Missing memories...

2009-10-09T05:38:00.001+10:30

Status: Lying on sis bed while blogging with iPhone!

Some unharmful insect just invaded my room n I have to spend my night in sis's room. Well apparently i think her room also have those insects.but I'm too late to move back!

I'm very not use to sleep in this room n I suddenly remember that I once shared this room with her! Those were the old memories where I question myself, how can I forget. To me, this room is small now n I wonder how did it fitted 3 ppl inc mom.

N I finally know how ppl in my mom generation share a room with other 10 siblings! Ok I'm off to reflect some of the missing parts! Tu luuuuuuu. Nite

Heat is ON!

2009-10-01T04:10:00.002+09:30

Tensions mood on (check)
Job hunting (check)
Jobstreet.com.my (check)

Check Check Check! Holiday is finally ovER! and it's now time to do earn more $$ for my next trip! So, just incase you people on earth who keep asking me on when am i getting a job. Well, I've just finish spamming my resume to got knows which company that i can think offff.

Stop asking me when am i getting a job cuz' trust me, i'm more desperate and tension that you are! If I ever dun get a job in December, I'd prob just find a 80 years old man and married him!

Very Inspiring...

2009-09-25T02:19:00.004+09:30

And I wonder.... who are we to say 'i give up' when we actually have a complete physical appearance with a so-called healthy brain. But i guess psychology still defeats mental. When one are down, what on earth happens doesn't matter anymore!

I'm thinking if he has a book, it should be interesting. Or maybe I should go hunt for his DVD.

His webbie http://www.lifewithoutlimbs.org

wh0 d0 U th3nk u r!

2009-09-25T01:58:00.002+09:30

If my parents doesn't really ask me where/who/what/when I am doing. And what do you think it gives u the privillage to ask me this 24/7!

The truth is! The more u blardy wanna know, the mOr3 idiOtic anSw3r u're gOnna g3t! b3 i+ th3 trUth oR nOt! FYI, u'r3 s+iLL nO bOdy +O muH! sO u b3tt3r know ur l:m:t b4 I start dragging everyone in!

Vacation!

2009-09-22T04:08:00.002+09:30

Who say a jobless lady can't have fun!

Just came back from P.D and Malacca. And I'm leaving for Bangkok this Friday! lalalalala... Massage, shopping, drinking, manicure, etc etc etc.. HERE I COME!!!!!!!

BTW, thanks for not asking the same ques again! At least now I feel like telling u who am I out with willingly. :P

Gossip Girls

2009-09-22T03:53:00.002+09:30

Does gossiping means bitching? Why did God created something call 'annoyed' since this is usually the reason why I start bitching about guys and girls which whine/boost/court and blablabla.... I'm not shy nor am i ashame to say that I gossip! But, only when the other party feels the same! I believe that anyone who says they never gossip would probably be the biggest loser on earth! Agree?

Who cares about the female, female gossip are just plain bored! :P Let's gossip about guY! I know some of u (who probably know who am i talking about) would say I'm damn mean! And I admit I'm one. Not denying, I felt guilty each time I talk about him since he t*****t me quite good but I .....hehehehe. No, I don't like him nor hate him but if he would've just slow/keep things down/away, I think it'd be better.

To all of U who know what happen at the drinking session, I'm telling U guys the LAST TIME, *touch wood*, IF only he change that, if not.................. he'd better stay away before I start hiding!

Why why tell me why

2009-09-18T02:46:00.003+09:30

And I wonder..............................

Why do I always have to dislike those who show interest in me......
Why can't I just accept any tom dick harry that wants to come into my life....
Why o why.....

*******After the previous post, I suddenly have a very stupid idea which might work!!!

*********How about me bringing any tom dick harry back home as a bf, that way, I wont be ask the same question 10,000 times! heheheh. OK no more why! :P

Intruding...

2009-09-18T02:16:00.004+09:30

'Parents intruding kids life', I once wrote an article of this topic and till now, i still wonder if its ethical. Who am I or U to say it is or its not?

Nah, that's not topic of the day! My parents don't check on my lappy, even if I dun set a password to it. (cuz' they prob dun bother to do so) Nor do they check if i hide guy in the room! :P

So what about am I whining? Nah, it's nothing related to intruding. It's just something that drives me sick (worst than gastric). So I've decided to let go my anger here since blogging always helps when this I have no one to complain to.

TOPIC: Why do people enjoy asking the same question repeatedly for zillion times when they knew there'll be no feedback! (Dun tell me it's love cuz' this answer annoys me)

I obviously know that U people care about me more than anything the world but why can't most Asian just accept the blardy fact that UR KIDS R OLD ENOUGH TO EXPLORE and SHE KNOWs WTF she's DOING! I'm not avoiding the question cuz' I'm going out with some idiots who pop/puff/puke/sleep like no tomorrow. sh... how many cups till i get a heart attack? I'll probably know this instead of U, him nor her!

I know u ppl probably say it's just a question, but to me it's some shit which makes me feel like a dumb-ass who are obviously not as great as her sis! O,wait. She went through this stage as well.. just that she has got a BF, a JOB, well-disciplined n prob a good brain.

Ok... I think I'm getting abit off-topic. Signing offffffffffffffffffffffffffff! Oh ye, dun even say I'm naive cuz' I'm superb awake and I'm just trying to let all the shit out till i feel better.

Last but not least, if I eagerly wants people to know, I'll still say it out LOUD N CLEAR even if im voiceless. But, if I don't, then quit asking since u don't even know if i lie anyway. Main point is, I dun even bother to lie. -.-"

PS: Hence, I'm saying here for the last time, I can't wait till Bangkok trip! Then... start earning wages n starts the whole circle again!

xoxo.

Happy 24th Birthday to m3!

2009-09-15T03:51:00.002+09:30

Thanks for all the well wishes, celebration, pressie and etc. Words can't express how appreciated/touch am I by you guys who took the time to drop do so.

I've a strong feeling of something in me is missing, not a job nor a man but it's something else that i couldn't figure it out. It wouldn't be a job cuz' this doesn't feel the same like what I felt last time. Nor is it a man, since I can't see myself commiting, reporting and pleasing another person. Ah... drop the missing puzzle aside while I actually enjoy the first day of my 24 years old.

Lets have a flash back of my 23 years old life.
My biggest achivement = I'm now more independent and confident. (compare to 22 years old)
My happiest moment = almost everyday in Australia was fun + working in iMec was fun as well!
My most upsetting moment = Missing 4 seasons, friends and Adelaide.
My lovely 23 = The new friends I met in Adelaide and work, having to realise how much my family love me and the working life <3

PS: No, I'm not drunk, I'm juz summerizing what happened in my 23 and i'm looking forward for 24.

I think this is the lousiest post i've ever written since I don't even know what am i trying to crap.

Lil Story has been revealed!

2009-09-07T04:38:00.002+09:30

I guess this Spring wasn't good for u. Glad that you smsed me, at least I still exist in your 'alwaysinmymind' list. Whatever happens, you know very well, we can't do much but to support your decision. Hope those sms and email helps dear! I still can't believe I'm telling you the little story which I've only told 1 person (half of the story). Now I guess it's not and wont be 1 1/2. haha. I don't really give a shit on that anyway, just hope that little story of mine helps.

Stop running to Melbourne nor Sydney, if it doesn't help then get your blardy arse to KL!

xoxo

(This msg is only for readers that understand)

No more...........

2009-09-02T05:02:00.002+09:30

I hang up the phone and suddenly realise, NO, I'm not gonna go out with anyone with the same name AGAIN. I wonder why their initial are all the same. Somethings not right and I can feel that something not-so-surprising is coming my way, not a BIRTHDAY present nor nature disaster.

In less than two weeks time, I shall repeat the same things I have always done. I have a feeling I'm going to loss a friend who shares the same initial and blardy name with the ex(S). Where's the cave in the jungle? Or perhaps, a bridge?? This is a good but not suitable tree!!! I need to either hide or cross the bridge!

Call me an elephant, I dun care. Cuz I obviously have a skin as thick as them, in order to blog about this shit! hahaha.

Things to do...

2009-09-02T04:39:00.003+09:30

I know, I know!! I'm jobless and I should have 1000x extra time compare to others to finish up my list of things-to-do, but i've been soooo procrastinating that I havent done a single thing tughout my jobless month! sigh..

Things to do:
1. My Adelaide photo album
2. Cleaning up my room. (I've took the things out and about and been dragging day by day) (I KNOW IT SOUNDS SO ME! RIGHT!)
3. Probably if Lil Ashley photo album (but i bet i wont have the time to do this)
4. Opening Jobstreet website (which is something really annoys me but I have too and havent done it!)hehe.
5. Reply/send e-mails to vivi,aunty karin, vivian and some others.
6. Taking my dress for authoration (if thats how u spell it)
7. Baking Pavlova n Souffle
8. too many things that i can't think of...

I thought I only procrastinate in assignment, but din't know I am a PRO-Procrastinater in everything! hahaha.

First day of Spring

2009-09-01T23:49:00.001+09:30

First day of Spring in Adelaide, unlike winter, Spring is usually gloomy and rainy, I guess the weather just makes you miss someone so much. I'm not 100% sure though.

A few people in Adelaide called and smsed me today.

P-p was my first visitor who smsed me that it was the first day of Spring n missing me. I did not reply to the sms since I know it wont make anything better. If so happen you are reading this (which is like 0%) , I know, I miss you toooo! Be strong, dear! U know where/how to find me! *cheers*

To others (I know you guys wont have any chances of reading this), it was nice to hear some updates from you guys, I know, I miss Adelaide and you guys tooooo... And trust me, things are not going as good as I sounds like. I may sounds like I dont give a damn about not having a job, but well, deep down-under, I'm worrying my arse off 'bout where is my future.

Cross my heart, Nothing sounds better than studying ok!

Jobless

2009-08-25T01:24:00.002+09:30

A jobless and clueless lady driving her car, roaming 'round town, doing God-knows-what beside talk cock sing song and probably sleep and looking at whatever screen you can name of.

FYI, pretty Obvious, I'm talking about myself la! hehe. No i'm not depress nor trying to make myself feel like there's no tomorrow. I'm just tryin to figure out where or what my GPS is leading my to. Never nor can I select a destination (or if i could, it'd be success). But what does success means?

I've thought of going to be a volunteer for watever NGO, but I definetely can't survive with that amount of wages. But..... I can be doing something I really not necessarily like but enjoy. But... end of the day, reality counts. Without a pay, who's gonna back me up forever. I guess doing what you enjoy/like/hate is just the same, at the end of the day, what matters is,what makes you and I survive in this world.

几条围巾不比一字来的重要！

2009-08-21T01:37:00.000+09:30

为什么呢？

寒冷的天气，人来人往的街，热情与冷漠的人，温和的话题，围巾的温暖，对方的好意，让人动心的那围巾可真能打动人心。

曾经差点为了那些不同的围巾，掉了也差点掉了陷阱可是现在觉得还好没。

不知何时有了这念头，可是自己不知道，搞到昨天看见某人才懂。懂了。。。：-

如果收下了那温暖，就代表凡事要先想那温暖，
而为了得到更深的温暖，她必须先放弃我行我素的自由。

要承担的责任很多，
要放弃的也很多，
要包容的也很多，
要很多很多无数的心才可把那围巾织的完美。

那一个字就叫自由！

如果那围巾主任曾经是你，或是你，丢不起，那围巾的温暖对我是种负担。

谢谢你读这些废话。废晚了，可以睡了晚安！！！

What's next?!?!

2009-08-03T02:20:00.002+09:30

Something's just not right. Weekend just gone too soon. This week shall be the end of the week but I'm having a double doubt cuz of the $$$. Not sure what to write since there's too many things in my mind now.

All i know is i'm not liking myself right now for being so emo.

Maybe/Perhaps, i should just accept anyone who comes next to be my prince. Live happily ever after with him and stop working for the rest of my life. Sigh.. if only im satisfied with that.

RIP Yasmin Ahmad

2009-07-26T02:46:00.004+09:30

To be exact, I'm not feeling sad.
Why am I giving such a big reaction is because I'm disappointed.
Why am I blogging about her death? I'm just joining the nation to mourn for her death.

I'm disappointed that she have to end her journey so soon.
I'm disappointed that she didn't leave behind someone who is as good as her. (or she might have, hopefully)
I'm disappointed that there will be no more Patronas merdeka ads to laugh at or be touch by. Probably this year will be the last one.
I'm disappointed that there will be no more people who will speak out for the M'sian culture.

What I learn from her death is - stop procrastinating.

Of course she didn't la, just that she was looking forward for the Taipei trip this Saturday, but she went to rest on that day. sigh.

Overall, I'm just disappointed that He above took her away so soon.

RIP Yasmin Ahmad.

PS: Probably the last M'sian who dare enough to speak out is RPK. If he's caught/gone, there we go.....

The Bouncing Team

2009-07-25T03:31:00.002+09:30

Yea, we were joking about what should we (me,C n N) should name our company (if we ever have one). In conclusion, we should name it bouncing. Why? Well, cuz' we got B,C,D but no A. cuz A is in the soon-to-be ex-office. hehe.

Was pretty numb today, but well, manage to get a pretty good laugh during happy hour. I basically manage to sign like 3 bloody sales back. I'm emphasizing here that I'm doing the sales for my SUPERIOR and not that A.

Overall, this week's weekdays was pretty fucked up. Since she can't give me the answer I want and she told me that :

A: respecting is one thing, working/fact is one thing. See.. I always chap with C but end of the day we r still good.

Ok lo... since she said that, well, I started to stand for my right.

Oh Lord, may you please bless this women with all the power you can. May you make the empty vases sounds. Thank you God!!

PS: I think she had had enough of me this week. Next week's general meeting is gonna be fun. Cuz' i probably gonna be sack.

*cheers*

Resign-ing

2009-07-21T02:58:00.001+09:30

I strongly believe that I shall be jobless in less than 10 days time,
I strongly believe that they wont be surprise to receive my letter, and
I strongly believe that I'll spend quite some times lepaking at home doing nothing, and
I strongly believe that I'll quit watever bad habits I am currently adapting now.

Religion

2009-07-21T02:36:00.002+09:30

To me, every religion is the same.
Whether it's the God of Chinese, Indian, Malays,
Whether it's Christian, Catholic, Buddhist, Indian, Muslims, etc.,
To me, they are the same with only one aim,
to bring hope and blessing for their followers!

What makes them different is the followers.
What irritates me about them is their followers.
What makes me question of any certain religion is also because of their followers.
Well, look at the movies during P.Ramlee era, actresses were wearing tube sarong playing hide and seek with the guys. But now, some are encourage to dress like ...... God knows what. I wonder if God will have mercy on them when they are having their meal with all covered up.

Anyway, thats not the point. The blooody point of me writing this post is to express my angerness on some people Catholics that talk shits about how fanatic can Christians be, where as they are no different compare to them. Well, the only different is Catholics holds jawstick while Christian don't.

So what's the main point? Well, stop making your God so big that others are just God. Thank you.

numbme..

2009-07-18T01:44:00.002+09:30

i wonder why am i so
sick of myself
sick of everyone around me
sick of everything happening around me...

ciggy/liquor/cursing no longer help.
none of this are able to wake me up nor give me a bloody reason of why am i being like this...

sigh....

Missing Adelaide

2009-07-15T01:18:00.002+09:30

Receivevd a postcard from Piao2 last week - appreciate it alot!

Too many things going around in my working life. I won't say its hard, it's just that I'm starting to see a true picture of office politics and faces of different people. Good and bad. What I like about it is, well, office is just a "live" drama where I watch , participate and laugh at each and everyone (inc. myself)

I finally have the time to do mask just now. 1st time since i started working. Partly cuz i bought like 25 pieces of mask from beauty expo this morning and wondering how on earth im gonna finish it. Anyway, that's not the freaking point! The point is that, while masking and enjoying my music, I suddenly misses Adelaide so much......Esp when me,piao2 and steven was in Uni Ade's piano room.

The clear image of that moment is still in my mind. Eventually lots of image starting to pop up..

DAMN... how i wish I can just turn back time... who cares if I can't afford even GUESS. who cares if i can only afford PDI. As long as i no need to work like a cow. Well, I DUN MIND................ or maybe i do! hehe. that's why im here today.

Future?

2009-07-02T11:36:00.002+09:30

Where's the future? Where's the money? Where's the spirit?

I'm starting to question myself on the changes I've been going through. Im currently in the position where I can see the sky that is cover with clouds. Just couldn't get there. No matter how hard i try to see. I'm forking out more than what my pay is given. Not like i bought anything for myself! Fuck!

I'm also starting to feel pissed of myself for being so emo at some people. Just couldn't help it.

I won't say I'm suffering. I'm still surviving with not much pain but I'm just trying to be numb to everything. The working hour of 9-6pm is driving me crazy as wellllll~~~~

Sank

2009-06-13T10:51:00.002+09:30

Im suppose to be blooody motivated but now my ship has sank.

I lost all my confidence since yesterday.

I'm lost.......

Malacca!!!

2009-06-07T03:23:00.003+09:30

A great and experience trip! Well, overall it was great cuz' lots of nice fooooood and lots of bullshiting with the girls! hahaha. that's part of what friends are for anyway! :P

What experience i get? Well, my 3 months old car is starting to give me problem which worries the shit outta me!! and the jam was what makes me curse during the entire trip. I bet they havent seen me as pissed of as this. hehehe. I know.. some of u ppl see me curse like no one business so shuddup!

My work place

2009-05-30T13:08:00.002+09:30

Yesterday, 29/05/09, I suddenly realise that my work place is no different from insurance agency or share market. Last day to finalize this month effort, chasing sales, big boss coming in. Stress giler!

So far, i've been FFK by client twice, no sales, 2 potential but yet to confirm client.

Hopefully I can hit at least 50% of my target in June.
Hopefully I won't let my "lou dao" down,
Hopefully I am able to stay in this company,
Hopefully I can see my future growth here,
Hopefully everything goes well.
Hopefully I get my salary on MONDAY LAAA "lou dao"!!!

PS: I'm going vacation sOoN!!! *cheeers*

Trips O Trips

2009-05-27T01:39:00.001+09:30

Summer in May
Autumn in September
Hopefully Winter in June.....

4 seaons trip will really fulfill my annual trip!

Rumours or Politics?

2009-05-24T12:44:00.002+09:30

Politics, I prefer!

I'm starting to have a feeling where politics is a positive thing. The politic i mean is boycotting, gossiping and other nonsense and not until the extend of killing. But, as much as I dowan to admit, if there's no rumours then how politic start?

Um......

ButterflieSsSsSs

2009-05-23T22:02:00.000+09:30

I had the worst nightmare so far. I dreamt of someone attracted butterfLIES to the office and i started screaming n crying and suddenly for no reason the office was FLOOOODED ......... all the butterflies which looks like a piece of paper STICK ON MY LEG.

Oh FUCK!!! SERIOUSLY, i havent manage to have my 8 hrs sleep since that bloooody dream! and its been one week. which means I've been sleeping n waking up, imagining the butterflies that stick on my leg!!! damn!

PS: I know I'm not a girlie girl so NO, BUTTERFLIES ARE NOT PRETTY nor beautiful nor cute! They are just plain WORMS that FLIES!

Good management

2009-05-07T01:51:00.004+09:30

Like I said, I believe that if someone treat you good, you should pay them back twice of what they gave you.

But when someone treat you bad, you should use ur EQ to overcome it.

I'm actually struggling now to hit my target for this month, or perhaps have MORE than my target. But I've been slacking which I admit and think its super bad to do that!

I feel guitly n bad when everyone have to smoke outside cuz of the bitchy me with all that fucking fuss over smoke. sigh.... Soon la, I will make lots of appointment so that ppl can smoke. hahahaha. no la, the main reason is the target!

My First Day!

2009-05-04T22:42:00.002+09:30

Work was normal!
Colleague was great!
Boss was great!

Sleep was bad
Smoke was terrible
but overall,

Thats was a good start and hopefully it'll continue!

I believe if someone treat u good,
U should return them with something.

Work..

2009-05-04T03:52:00.001+09:30

I'm 6 hours away from my 1st day of work and my eyes are wide open right now.

I'm so use to sleeping at 3 or 4am. Sy-iet...........

xoxo

good luck to myself

Do you believe in fate?

2009-05-01T18:23:00.003+09:30

To answer the question, I don't.

I just finish watching Threads of Destiny and halfway I started thinking.

I knew him since I was few months old. We fight, We use to be neighbours, We use to play with a fence blocking, We argue for god knows what and lots of we stuff. After he moved (can't remember how old was i back then), we lose contact.

10 years later, we met again and eventually got close. Then we lost contact again. Next year is gonna be approximetely another 10 years. I wonder if I will ever see him. But i doubt la cuz I'm not one of those who believe in fate.

Dun think too much monkeys. I'm not emo, I'm just blogging cuz I'm too bored.

"P"uking Stress

2009-04-30T04:27:00.004+09:30

Just yesterday when I went for interview n hired, I was excited then I started panic until now. I'm not sure why, but i have a feeling i expect too much from myself. I'm aiming high, thats why I'm stress.

I promise myself when i get my 2nd salary, I'm gonna be able to pay for my car n at least be able to sign up for fitness first or something. I seriously hope i can survive in this company and earn some $$ instead of basic pay.

I tell myself, if I'm able to do this by the 3rd month, then I shall aim for a trip! I vision the me in 1 year time. I guess thats why i'm so stress. I can tell no one cuz if I do and i FAIL to do that, they'd probably say I'm not but a mouth!

再见了小时候懵懂的我
现在的梦已经成熟
风在朗诵下课的钟
时光静静的走
鲜嫩的梦已经熟透
夕阳洒落让剪影斑驳
旧旧的围墙外头
悄悄围起未来的轮廓

--南拳妈妈

New Beginning

2009-04-29T05:04:00.002+09:30

Have you ever wonder what to do in life?

Well, I don't, not until now. Oh no, I still am not 100% sure of what I want and I'm starting my job on Thursday! which is TOMORROW. I'm seriously stressful of whether I am able to achieve the sales target and the handle the office juicy gossips. (I'm pretty sure there's at least one)

I'm as if standing on the top floor of KLCC thinking, "should I jump n die or should i stay here n have fun n persuade more ppl to join the party".

I choose to work for leisure n $$$ but since stress is overlapping both, I think I'll just have to adjust the situation before I go kick some asses.

EQ

2009-04-26T14:59:00.003+09:30

When I drink, I drink with discipline.
When I puff, I puff with discipline.
When I scold, I scold with no discipline!

Why?

Cuz' EQ low ma!!!! hehehe

Nailgun

2009-04-25T00:56:00.002+09:30

Saw this news in nailgun news.com.au.

Very cruel way of killing someone. It is said that they found 30 nailgun in Chen Liu's head. -.-" The kinappers were probably on drugs or something i guess. By the time they shot the 3rd nail this poor man probably wave farewell to them but they still continue to shoot another 27 nail. Sigh....

Picture n news taken from nailgun http://www.news.com.au/story/0,27574,25378925-421,00.html

Carpe diem

2009-04-15T04:11:00.002+09:30

The longer I stick my ass infront of computer n dramas, the more I feel lazy to work. I have an interview on Thursday and I'm hoping they hire n at the same time, don't hire me. If they hire me then I'll probably go work and pray that they don't ask me to sign any contract. I know I need the job desperately since i'm in need of $$$.

Whatever happens, i'll juz enjoy my days without $$$ before i sail myself on the tiring journey on the sinking ship.

GOod Luck!

2009-04-13T02:01:00.002+09:30

So happy to have see U today after so many years of u being MIA. Whatever that happened was undenialable but I'm glad u've changed and become a better person. Well, eventhough u r still in the same 'industry' but in a better way la.

Good luck to ur future.

Job

2009-04-11T17:41:00.002+09:30

I didn't realise I was one, not until Melvin mentioned that about himself.

I've been slacking and slumbering around since I came back from Adelaide. Not worrying about jobs or future cuz' I still have $ to spend. So i've decided that this must comes to an end. Went for a shopping spree to spend almost all my $ and paid for a trip to Phuket in May!

I'm penniless now and I'm desperate for a job! I realise that I have to been penniless to be desperate for a job and $$. I've become so desperate that whatever and whereever the job is, i'm willing to work cuz' i know i have no choice!

I'm not sure how to survive without $ esp when I see so many 4 letter words around shopping mall!

sigh....

Job search

2009-04-08T03:08:00.002+09:30

I'm back for as long as I can't remember but I can remember how many job interview i went and how many jobs i've rejected. Answer is, I've went for one interview and rejected two jobs. I wonder if I'd reject any more job that are coming. Infact, I might not since i'm sick and tired of sitting my ass at home with no income.

So, I decided to go for a "serious" job hunting spree. Yea, after so long. This is the first time i felt so stress and keen for a job. Never did i expect i'd be like a women who needs a job to feed 10 kids. Ok, maybe not 10 kids but 10 bags. haha. But i have to put myself in that position in order to get a job.

I've send out 2 resume today so let's just hope i send out more tomorrow. For now, i'm back to my dramas. thank you.

Baby Ashley

2009-04-05T03:22:00.005+09:30

Babies are scary. Sounds normal to me but after today, i'd like to change the quote to - babies are traumatizing. (it is ok)

Sis took Ashley back today and being aunty for the 1st time, i was very excited!!! as if i've never seen a baby! Poor her, she was sick. After a few hrs of kacauing her.. (she was asleep), it still didn't change my perception towards babies. Not until she finish drinking her milk+medicine. She started crying until .. yea, everyone got scared. I personally got freak out la.

From that minute onwards, I start to realise that to me, babies are traumatizing. Well I've never think of having a baby (now la) but now I got even more scare! I think if i ever get married, my husband better have lots of $$$ so that he can hire a nanny n not maid. Or else I don't think i'll have a BABY. I dun mind kids la.. but if no babies how to have kids??? Unless I adopt.

Bitchisme...

2009-04-03T05:56:00.002+10:30

A friend of mine just told me some rilly dumb joke about why girls should not be called "girls" but bitch. (as far as i do not agree outside, deep down side i raise half of my hand..hehe)

He says that girls talks alot and we gossip alot. And!! when girls gossip, we dun just gossipsss, we tend to have "action, "outstanding" gesture and language and most importantly being 2 headed snake."

As far as I don't agree, I stop and think....eh quite true la, especially when u r in the peak of the story.. hahahahhaa. but the 2 headed snakey thing I disagree! Not all girls do that ok!

Conclusion? I admit I am one and I proudly announce bitchisme. So I'm not qualify to talk about all the rubbish in the world and i'm still not a very bad person! hehe. When u say u r good and start doing such thing, ppl will say "wa laueh that girl sooo evil". When a bitch do that... ppl will go "oh . (fullstop)"

So girls, u choose what you want to be la... dun ask me..hehe

Halo Kitty

2009-04-02T02:31:00.002+10:30

I know.. i know... Why Kitty of all the sudden.... OK la i know u monkeys probably shock with the kitty thingy... I didn't buy it ok. My friend got it from Japan and send it over. So nice of him to get me that. Thanks Victor. It's really cute. At least I can tell those monkeys out there that I'm NOT that "boyish" ok... I like Baja Hitam, Power Rangers, Dragon Ball and HELLO KITTY as well!

PS: Probably the 1st one who will drop her jaw will be June... (that's if she's the 1st one to read la)

Nah,I prefer my Korean drama than ur story

2009-04-01T04:47:00.004+10:30

What is my feeling now? What should I feel now? I'm not sure. I'm definetly not angry, i know.

Before a year ago, I cared too much. How will ppl see me? Do they like me? Am I doing the right thing? Are they b-stabbing? Yea, without doubts, I admit I DO care. But I am no longer that serious now. Those stories, gossips,etc that you've heard/seen outthere does not only happen in GG/NY/Highend socialise but also in where you live. No? Well, I was like u, never though it would but it does.

Like it or not, sometimes things are just beyond your control limit. What happen if you care? U'd probably be the dumbest person mourning for the thing while others are enjoying their life. So what if you confront? If they are meant to happen then it'll still be the same ending isn't it?

What if you don't care? U n others will still enjoy your time. What if they make u super pissed? Well, don't be, after there are others who trust what type of person are you.

Why am i writing all this crap? I don't know. I guess instead of complaining how being friendly was a mistake, I'd rather spend my time to tell you why you shouldn't care as much as those "guilters". I'm not denying I'm a little pissed-off but nothing too serious since majority gossipers(we) are just passer-by(s) and not witness.

P.S - Life is like an EQ game.

Jane

2009-03-31T05:30:00.001+10:30

Thanks Jane for the sweet comment, I was just crapping though, didn't knew it was bothered u for the whole night. haha. But what you wrote was sweet. Cheerrs. All the best.

Hi Guys

2009-03-27T04:49:00.003+10:30

Trust me. I'm feeling the same as you guys. I may not reply your msg in sms/fb/msn/chat/etc but I do miss you guys :)

原来一切都是。。

2009-03-26T06:08:00.006+10:30

原来过去的全部都是回忆。刚看了某一出戏，就想起你和你。很温柔，很开心。谢谢。

虽然始终也没在一起，但因为你们的那一瞬间的关心，让我想和你很说谢谢。

现在的我还好。朋友很多，其他的都和你们一样，没开始就是最好的开始。

今天又听到一些不想听的东西。头脑停了一秒，不知是惊讶或生气。原来当你把心给别人时，别人未必要反而觉得烦。原来一颗红心真的可以变黑，原来当心停止跳动时并不痛，原来被人丢掉的心跟痛。为何我不知道心停止跳的感觉？心停止跳是什么感觉？小时候曾经知道但忘了。

To：“那个别人”，希望你过得比我开心因为我已经不在那儿烦你了。。:)

xoxo

两全其美的事- 没有。

2009-03-02T03:32:00.003+10:30

为什么人长大了总是那么多烦恼。有一部无二。有三无四。难道我们三个不能回到从前吗？

话说回来也对。问题太多了。从以前到现在， haih。。。。。

真的很想个个都开心。

5 more days...

2009-01-12T01:31:00.003+10:30

Gonna leave Adelaide in less than a week.. I've a mixed of feeling. Sigh....

Graduated!!!!

2008-12-22T00:45:00.006+10:30

I finally graduated on Friday!! Well, at least I did make my promise to myself for not failing any subject. Whats next is ... get a job. Right after graduation dinner, I came back n sit infront of the laptop n my mind when blank! Totally blank as I ask myself, what's next? I'm too old to continue my studies? So i'll be stuck in that country for the rest of my life, working and living in a place where most ppl are running away from? Oh God... what should I do...

Hostel's friend :)

See how much weight I gain??? :P WL purposely call me to tell me that... WHAT A WONDERFUL EX-BEDMATE!! -.-"

Housemate's Graduation

2008-12-12T01:54:00.005+10:30

2 Cambodian housemate's graduation in CMU... and a very surprise treat by my landlord!!!!!

Luggage o luggage

2008-12-12T00:05:00.002+10:30

Yawning away, trying to think of which plan works better tomorrow and wondering what is mom n dad doing in the airport.

For no reason, I wanna thank them for being so patient with me. I'm still waiting for dad to call, sounding angrily, "where is ur friend!!". But I have yet to receive that call. hehe. If I were them, i'd call myself 1 hr ago to complain! hehe.

As a return to them and myself (of course) for the hardwork, I am now officially graduated with a Bachelor of Arts in Media Management. Graduation ceremony will be on the 19/12/08. *cheers*. Thanks to BB n family for their congrats! Really make my day! heehe.

Now, I just hope Reuben rings my dad VERY SOON!

Heading back home

2008-12-10T02:06:00.002+10:30

While others is wrapping gifts and boxes for the best season for giving, I'm wrapping boxes for friends to take back! How unfair is that? I bet you will go.. "yes, lifes unfiar!". Well, no... lifes just fair and great! Why? Well, He up above send me friends and family who are willing to take the fuss to carry and pick up my stuff! My present for this Christmas is something which money cant buy! I bet u guys never have it before! hahahah!

Carrick Hill/Kbox/Victoria Square

2008-12-03T01:09:00.000+10:30

Celebration of them finishing exam :).. *woooohooooooooooo***

Bollywood star in action!!!:P

Kbox...

Victoria Square

Victor Harbour 27/11/08

2008-12-02T01:24:00.000+10:30

A place where most tourist in Adelaide will go.. dun ask me why -.-"""

Trust me.. its bigger than u though.....

Hi Holidays

2008-11-19T01:17:00.002+10:30

Havent been updating for ages...I've been busy with

1 .life
2. assignments
3. travelling

Spent last 10 days with my parents. Hectic but fun. Felt sorry that I couldn't really take them to much place cuz' of my assignment. sigh. Sent them back this afternoon and as usual, emo me.... I suddenly feel like going back in January. I havent have homesick cuz of family.. not until today! Well, I might have homesick but it's for food... hehehe. I'm starting to miss them since the bye moment....

I question myself if its because I'm in denial stage for too timid to work, but I understand well that I not since I've been sending out resumes. Am I not realistic enough to accept that locals don't hire Asian?! Sigh..

Anyway, I tell myself that IF I couldn't get a job by 2nd week of December then that's the time I stick to my old life! :P

Pictures..

2008-10-30T15:31:00.003+10:30

P.S. I Love You

2008-10-21T00:28:00.002+10:30

P.S. I Love You

I Love this book! I know the movie is out but I was thinking that maybe I should finish this book before I actually watch the movie. I'm 60% there but I don't think I'm able to finish until the end of the month since I have 2 major assignment coming up! ah...

Can't wait to finish the book n watch the movie! woohooooooooooooo

Awesome trip!

2008-10-02T22:46:00.009+09:30

Awesome trip!

Awesome trip!

Its Spring!

Don't really like the weather though, since it changes drastically. Went for my day trip yesterday and I had lotsss of fun! I happen to visit Toy Factory again! But this time was with different people. We kinda covered half of Barrossa Valley ( I guess). Not very sure. Well, ask whoever that is in the Yaris, they'll answer dunno! All we know is tired till the max, almost losing our voice for singing and talking since 8 am till the dawn like 2am. :S, and of course laugtherS and eating none stop! hehe. Luckily JS's car was leading the way. We just sing our way to wherever destination that we are heading to. hehe.

I'm very exhausted now. Have been sleeping for less than 8 hours for the past two days. I'm gonna sleep my ass off until the sun burn my backside! hehe.

Toy Factory

Dunno what place is this but it seems what I see up there is the whole Barossa Valley! And it was superb windy! Almost blew everyone away.. :S

Guys are really metrosexual now.. they can post better than the girls! sigh!!

Lavender Farm

Halfway on the highway... sheeps

Wolf Blass Winery

See this mad person? I think his back looks better than front@ hehe

Dinner @ Ned-Kelly

PS: Enjoyed myself ALOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT! Now it's time for my to ZZZZZZZ. Good nitey!

Hung Over O.0"

2008-09-28T16:47:00.003+09:30

Hung Over O.0"

I seriously hate the feeling of hang over! AND I will HATE BAILEY for as LONG as I REMEMBER! Ah..........

HoLiDay!

2008-09-26T22:33:00.003+09:30

HoLiDay!!

Holiday is here and I'm stuck at home with tons of assignment. Sigh.. Not forgetting, cooking! I'm starting to have lots of fun cooking. hehe. Managed to cook salted egg+pork today. Vivi said it's nice and wanna have it again! hehehe. This is the green curry which I cooked yesterday.

Nothing much to blog about lately cuz' im overloaded with assignments. Can't wait till next week trip! HurRAY!

Iphone

2008-09-20T00:25:00.002+09:30

My Luvly Dovey Phone.....

What's new? Well, I've got over bored the other day so I kinda did something stupid to my phone... SO.... as you can estimate, the phone is probably in the factory now. hehehe. But here is not M'sia so no worries, they'll either replace me with a new phone OR restore my phone. Which i think they will most prob restore my phone since it's not a big deal anyway. THIS IS WHY I LOVE WESTERN COUNTRY! But well, we Chinese tends to make that for granted.hehe. Inc. me!

What's the sad part is I LOST ALL MY DATA!!! Who owe me money,my RAS picture which I have yet to upload!!!, all the birthday, appointment, blablabla. this is BAD! But well, I've decided to stay away from my phone for few days and see how long can i stand.

Why? Dunno, just feel like doing so. Do I have a phone? yes.. no worries.

I'm heading off to sleep. nite.

Picnic~

2008-09-18T04:50:00.000+09:30

Picnic~

I LOVE BEACH, I LOVE ADELAIDE, I LOVE NOW!

Went to the beach to picnic and I'm lovin' it!!!! Lots of funny funny pic in facebook but will upload here soon! hehe. These people are making me laughing my ass off with their comments!

Btw, I just read a friend's comment in FB and realise that it's 3 months (if i decide to go back in Dec) until i go back. I suddenly feel like holding my thoughts n try to find a job here in Adelaide since I seriously like it here. I'm not saying M'sia is nothing but yea... i'll be missing Ade heaps. Prob wish I could stay here forever!

sigh....

Beach!

2008-09-18T02:50:00.001+09:30

Picture speaks it all :P :)

<--remember this game? the good old days.. dunno wat u call that but something like a bird trying to catch chicks or something like that

I CAN JUMP!!!! :P

Misc

2008-09-17T01:11:00.010+09:30

Royal Adelaide Show (RAS) was fun!!!!! I had the tired"est" day and fun"est" day in Adelaide!
Imagine walking from 1pm-10pm... eating eating and eating nonstop. phew....... RAS is like a funfair thingy, except, it's more classy than funfair. hehe. Kids like 19 and 20 yrs old go there to play play n play.. auntie n uncle like my gang go there to taste taste taste n taste!!!

Award winning apple (decoration i guess)

Cakes...

My Luigi!!!!!!!!!!!

While waiting for pig racing to start.....

sigh.. I notice Adelaide lovesssssssssssssssss pig! Even Rundle Mall (city) signature is PIG!

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OK, next thing is... I'm serious about cooking!!! This is prob the last pic I took since i'm gonna cook everyday. This pic was yesterday's meal. Today I had sweet n spicy fish.. which Megan said it was succesful! haha. I'm getting there!!!

Sweet Potato porridge, Bitter Gout with Egg, Fried Fish, n Vege!

Some stuff I bought/win back from RAS. Thanks to DY,Yen,Peggy N Melvin!

From Vivi!

Happy Birthday to Me!!

2008-09-17T01:11:00.003+09:30

Life from 22 to 23 was rocky but everything's great and I choose to enjoy the rocky part of the life rather than complaining about it. hehe. Hopefully I'll still say this when i turn 24!

Thanks everyone for all the wishes and blessing in facebook,friendster,msn,phone,email etc etc. Appreciate it alot. Here's some of the gifts which I receive. Inc. the 2 which I smartly use mom n dad as an excuse to buy myself a gift which I've been aiming for long! hehe.

Thanks to Megan, Piao2, Chris, Ricky, Lenny, Vivi and etc. for celebrating for me.
I had too many people to thanks but well, most importantly I know you are reading it now, thanks mom n dad for EVERYTHING!!!.... if u add my allowance i'll even thank u more! HAHAHA.

Oh yea, I pass the 2 assignment which I presume I will fail. So for now, I'm gonna work my ass of on the 2nd assignment for both subject. I wanna get at least a P1 or C instead of a P2!

Ops... almost forgot to email my aunty to thank them.

Cheers.....

E-VON

When the going gets tough... the tough go SHOPPING! thanks piao2 for the card... sister, u understand me so much! haha

All my pressie :)

Happy Lantern Festival

2008-09-12T12:34:00.002+09:30

Happy Lantern Festival

Week is going not quiet but fine. Few things happened but well, c'est la vie.

Look what my group did for Lantern Night in CCM....

For ur info... its a koala.. hehe

And here's a clearer view.

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Next is... I finally have the motivation to cook cuz of financial crisis!!! hehe. I realise even if i stop shopping, I still have financial and weight problem. Why? Cuz' I've been eating out too much. So I decided to cook!!!! See.. I cook this myself.. Mom please feel proud that it is eatable. :P hehe.

I never thought I'd be one of those who go to market but well, I'm doing it now. Im trying to dress up like a market lady whenever I go since my friend says i looks more like going to Mid Valley more than market so ...... but I still fail! 1st time they say too auntie, 2nd time they say looks like shopping! I need some balancing this week! hehe.

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My 1st birthday present from Vivi which really surprised me when she gave me....I wanted to buy a candle holder for ages but kinda waste money ... so was very happy to received that. But.. the next thing to think of is... I got another things to take back.. hehe.

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Ok thats it.. I'm going to have my vietnamese lunch and head to Adelaide showground to grab some show bags! Yes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Overnighting in Uni

2008-09-09T00:18:00.002+09:30

I still can't believe I actually spent a night in Uni... from Sunday, 3pm to 6am Monday and from 1PM to 9PM!!! SAME COMP LAB, SAME POSITION... but different mood la...

Spending a night there alone was awesome!! hehe. I get to blast whatever song I want WITH a very good MAC speaker (since no one is in the Uni). I reckon there's less than 5 people in that block cuz I went for a "night tour" in Uni and I saw one guy in 2nd floor. hehe. Oh wait, thats excluding the common comp lab which I too lazy to walk that far.

Thanks to Chris for his MacJack Delivery. hehe. If not I would've starve myself there since it's AUSTRALIA and there's no MAMAK!!! and thanks to Ricky for listening to me crapping on the phone cuz' of overhyper-tation! hehe.

THANK GOD I FINISH THE ASSIGNMENT IN TIME! hehe.

I seriously made a wrong decision to choose that subject as my elective! ARGHHHHHH

Bye Winter, Hi Spring!

2008-09-01T00:22:00.002+09:30

Yes, I havent been updating this blog for long.

Lots of things happen. Mostly bad and I can't remember what exactly happen since there's just too many things for me to blog. I think I can write a story book with my 6 months life here.

What's new?

Wai Ling and Esther have gone back for good and hopefully Esther will come back.

I just "fail"(i think) 2 assignment. Another one is still pending.... Hopefully will pass.

I had a not-so-good final month of winter but Thanks to Him above, I am blessed to have bunch of friend who make my winter ended up happily. Hopefully, i'll enjoy this spring for I will really miss winter.

Graduation...

2008-08-16T01:35:00.003+09:30

No.. unfortunetly it's not mine yet...

4 of my friend - Wailing, Esther, Michelle n Melvin graduated!!! Congrats to them.

I'm still staying in my old place and thank god the heater is FINE now! It feels really good to have a heater that is actually working. hehe.

Just came back from buffet dinner with the guys as a small gathering for farewell + graduation. Will post up the photo tomorrow, too tired to post now. I'm heading to Handrof again tomorrow!!! :)

German sausage.. HERE I COME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Iphone

2008-08-11T00:40:00.003+09:30

My new toY - Iphone!!!! haha! I thought i'd be very happy to get it on my hand but well, it was GOOD but not as happy as I wanted. hehe.

What have I been upto lately? Well, I've been basically

1)sitting infront of my comp as much as I can
2)googling realestate.com.au for a place to stay
3)taking buses in n out of Magill ( a suburb) to overnight at friends place
4)chitchating with my friends about those "problem"
5)trying to figure out where should i move and HOW DO I PACK! (I think i have more stuff than my room in Malaysia) (Yes mom, if u're reading it..... i've been shopping"ing")
6)trying to study and start my assignment and hopefully i'll hand it up on time
7)thinking of what to buy for friends graduation
8)trying to imagine what "most recent problem" be like once everything is out and about....
9)playing with my Iphone
10)entertaining a new girl from China
11)Church n ccm... I've been trying to show up myself there.. but it just doesn't seems to work.. *sigh*

and the list goes on.....

24 hours just doesnt seems enough for me to do so many stuff in a day. And for those in Adelaide who know me, u'd probably know more than this.

Ok enough of problem......
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Since I've been going in n out of Magill (a suburb), I realise that life in suburb can be different from the city, even though Adelaide city is extremely dull to me. I'm not sure if it's the friends in Magill or because it's quiet, I'm happy in Magill.. with no non-sense stuff going on. Yes, life in suburb what i call... G'day mate!-the Aussie!.... But if i were to stay in city, it'll be extremely convenient. Both r almost the same price 165AUD p.week. But i have to confirm by today. (11/8/08)... What should I do????

Day whatever

2008-08-07T02:17:00.003+09:30

Day What-Eva...

I couldn't be bother much on how many days has gone by but all I know is that I need a place to stay. Here and now, I decided that I should stay in my own room 17 tonight to see how it feels like to be back. I have to say that... without heater in both place, i still find here colder than Magill.

I'm gonna reward myself with "something" later! The reward is actually a illegal and sinful action and I shall post it once it's HERE! haha.

Day 8

2008-08-02T00:36:00.002+09:30

Day 8

Nothing much. Lets see what I can do in 2 days time (Monday).

Day 6 + 7

2008-08-01T09:53:00.003+09:30

Day 6 + 7

Dy & Yen's place is nice!!! hehe. Had a really good night sleep.

Went to the tenancies branch yesterday and din't really get any help. Gonna head to Legal OR Health gov department today. Lets see how it goes.

Day 5

2008-07-30T04:44:00.002+09:30

Day 5

As u guys know, I didn't really had a very good week and now today was really fucked up! I have a feeling that tomorrow or day after will be even more fucked up!

Day was as unsatisfied as the past 4 days but today got worst when the landlord wanted to spoke to me after WL confronted him that we wanted to move. Ok fine, he wanna talk to me, so i talk to him lah.

He being "overly smart" thinking I'm an easy person, wants to talk to me without my roomie, but he din't know that he ended up being told off by me until he got nothing to say. Well, like you guys who knows me, I can give in to whatever that I dun care as long as U dun go over my limit! But this "smart" guy thought I was stupid and wanted to "bomb" me n bluff my bond then thats what he got lah!

He wanna cheat my bond money? Ok fine, U wan the money, I admit I'm not happy give HIM but I dont mine if it was my fault BUT now it's not the bond problem it's my PRINCIPAL problem! Why should i give the money when it's not my fault?

Ah.... damn him!

But thanks to Him up above, Yen is willing to "keep" me for a night in her place. *phew* I'd have to say that tonight is gonna be a good night until I go n get some ACTION tomorrow.

Lets see what Me and WaiLing can do to this "smart" landlord! I shall seriously announce his house place here WHEN i move out, so that when one google, they know how bad is the place.

Day 4

2008-07-29T02:14:00.002+09:30

Day 4....

Y'day dinner was long, supper was very chatty. Came to conclusion that, rm17 should move for our health purpose BUT problem is the bond! dang...

"Lepaking" in own room for hours is no longer a leisure but a drug. I can't believe Megan managed to stay in the room for the whole day. Perhaps she's numBbbbbb...

I became more concern over that bloody stinky air after being told that it's some carbon monoxide or watever thing which can cause hearts problem or affect the health. What should i do? I ask myself. Why am I keep disturbing Esther. Sigh....

Day 3

2008-07-28T02:06:00.001+09:30

Day 3....

3 of us got sooo sick of the room that we have to stay at Sugar Bowl (cafe) until 2am, just so we will be darn tired to go back n sleep!

Came back and lepak until 4am till me n WL decide we should go back to our room! Ok la, trying to be kind n heroic, we went back to our room!... Not even 30 minutes of lying on the bed, shit! we almost die of suffocation! ... Ok la like what I expected we went back down to sleep.

Sigh.... 3 girls in 1 double bed. I pity Esther cuz she doesn't have to go through this but she did it to help us. haih......

Day 2 of my "shit" journey

2008-07-27T23:39:00.003+09:30

Day 2 of shity smell..

Well, basically I spent my a night in Esther's room and slept till 1:30pm then quickly get ready to escape from the rubbish dump since it's not FIX yet! Oh yea, a new girl from China came so me n WL took her to look around. Now? Well, i'm currently staying in the same room with WL in Esther's room and I think we consumed too much of shit/"si" smell that we have to msn each other instead of using a God gifted mouth! -.-"""

Havent been signin in for ages... there goes....

--W@iLiNg-- says: sign in o
*··.¸.·´¯` イ-ヴォン ★ »»~¥8 says: 你很Wooooooooo Liaaaaaaaaaaaooooooooooooooooo eh
--W@iLiNg-- says: i where got wuliao
*··.¸.·´¯` イ-ヴォン ★ »»~¥8 says: 是不是。。。吸收太多粪的关系。。。。。
--W@iLiNg-- says: ya u r rite
--W@iLiNg-- says: if i where to take in too much shit
--W@iLiNg--says: i believe u din take in lesser than me lo
*··.¸.·´¯` イ-ヴォン ★ »»~¥8 says: apa lu cakap.. if i where...u really consume too much SI d la
--W@iLiNg--says: wat is SI
--W@iLiNg-- says: or u consume too much SI
--W@iLiNg-- says: so a bit diggy dy
*··.¸.·´¯` イ-ヴォン ★ »»~¥8 says: haiyooo i y'day i already "fat fai" my "si" 的魔力。。。
--W@iLiNg--says: so cannot differentiate wat is reality n wat is dreaming
*··.¸.·´¯` イ-ヴォン ★ »»~¥8 says: see i blog already know la
--W@iLiNg-- says: means u really take into much SI dy lo .. till think also like shit
*··.¸.·´¯` イ-ヴォン ★ »»~¥8 says: i admit ar .
--W@iLiNg--says: then action also like shit lo
*··.¸.·´¯` イ-ヴォン ★ »»~¥8 says: what to do....this is "si dek mo lik"
*··.¸.·´¯` イ-ヴォン ★ »»~¥8 says: HEHEHEHEHE

What happens now is.. Megan (my neighbour roomie) is sleeping in my room and I'm staying in my Esther's room downstairs and Esther has to happily sacrifice her room to stay with her bf. HEHEHE.

Apparently, the landlord say someone will fix it tmr.. so lets see how it goes. Oh btw, i found out that the smell is cause by some bacteria or watever bad things from the pump of the aircon.

I'm gonna continue chating with WL now...

Baking...

2008-07-27T01:27:00.004+09:30

Imagine u r in a stinky place while blogging about food....

I can't get any sweet popcorn here, so I decided to make my own sweet caremel pop corn!!! :)

Buttercake....

Baker of Buttercake ... hehe...

Cheesecake

Wailing's cheese pudding

StinKY!!

2008-07-27T00:42:00.006+09:30

Don't ever mention the word... *shit* , *si*,

If u were to ask me to stand IN a rubbish dump now, well, I think I can survive being in that dump for hours. Why?..... Well............. My room now stinks more than you can imagine.

Discover the smell y'day afternoon but din't expect it was THIS bad. I even smell the same thing after going out from the house! OMG!!!!!!

Ok. Since i told WL that IF i dun blog about this then I'M NOT E-VON!!!! So she said...

Wailing: My room smells like shit. Never ever smell such kind of shity smell like this b4.

Perhaps YOU cannot imagine how smelly is it but try imagine standing in a rubbish dump with shits all over. hehe. Yea, it's THAT bad! *cheers*

I'm soooooooo gonna go to my housemate room to sleep tonight since she's not gonna be home tonight!!! Thank God for that! ah.................

This helps me to survive from the stinkyness. Dun ask me how it feels like cuz my nose is numb from smells!!

Uk time zone

2008-07-25T05:04:00.003+09:30

I've been quite busy this few days, helping the landlord to key in data, meeting up with friends, lazying around aand yadayadayada.

This few days have been awkward.

My night routine is like what my beddie says:

Online --> puzzle --> go to bed --> chat until God knows what time (usually 6am) --> sleep.

Yea, thats basically our routine.She's going back soon, I'm not sure if I can find someone like her to stay with. Even if there is, I dont think she can replace her cuz... she's my beddie good friend! hehe.

Class is starting soon!! dangggggggggggggggggggggg....

I remember I have like a whole list of stuff which I wanna write but I'm on idle mood now so can't think of anything.I'm heading off for to talk crap then sleep.....

Hopefully i'll remember what I wanna say.

NitEzzzzzzzzzzz

Result

2008-07-20T04:14:00.000+09:30

This is better than anything that have happened in Adelaide!!!! hehe. I bet and am very sure that My LOVELY parent is damn happy with it! hehe... My result?

PTW = P1

Effective Comm = P1

Jap = C

Food,wine and festival = D!

Ok la, I know it wasn't "that" good but I bet it was GREAT for my lovely parents who has no high expectation on me ( they are happy as long as I can get a PASS..hehe). For my entire degree course ( so far)

P1 is like Perodua Kancil, where you can find commonly

C is like Toyota Camry, where you can find quite common but NOT that frequent.

D is like a Porsche, where you can find damn rarely in Malaysia.

Did that give you a rough idea of my so far overall result? hehe. Anyways, I'm satisfied la.hehe.

Oh yea, I'm gonna be a official Auntie next year! Most prob Feb or March i GUESS. hehe.

Yes, my dearly lovely sister is pregnant! :)

I'm off for dinner......xoxo

e-von

1st Post....

2008-07-20T04:13:00.000+09:30

To those who knows me, well, this is another blog of mine. Sorry for the inconvenience! hehe. I'm not sure how long this blog will hold but hopefully it will last as long as the first one, which lasted like what... er... 3 years or more? Can't remember la. hehe.

Anyway, got my result today!!! yeap!

I PASS ALL!!! hehe. That means, I survive another semester with my bloody last minute work and with the help of my lovely roomates and friends. Like what the Aussie luv to say.....*Cheers mate* ..hehe

Ok, some of you may have read this in another post but i'll paste here as well. Just so my lovely parents can read.hehe. (Just in case la, cuz another blog is censored.hehe)

Last DaY oF Effective Communication!!!

2008-06-15T01:53:00.000+09:30

EvonC

Stress-ing

Hm....

Elite...

Obvious but blurred...

Busy

Daddy's lil girl <3

O.o

*emo*

人阿人。。。

跨年咯！

怪怪的。

The 'wo' & 'men'!!

Gimme a break!

Dilemma..

Missing memories...

Heat is ON!

Very Inspiring...

wh0 d0 U th3nk u r!

Vacation!

Gossip Girls

Why why tell me why

Intruding...

Happy 24th Birthday to m3!

Lil Story has been revealed!

No more...........

Things to do...

First day of Spring

Jobless

几条围巾不比一字来的重要！

What's next?!?!

RIP Yasmin Ahmad

The Bouncing Team

Resign-ing

Religion

numbme..

Missing Adelaide

Future?

Sank

Malacca!!!

My work place

Trips O Trips

Rumours or Politics?

ButterflieSsSsSs

Good management

My First Day!

Work..

Do you believe in fate?

"P"uking Stress

New Beginning

EQ

Nailgun

Carpe diem

GOod Luck!

Job

Job search

Baby Ashley

Bitchisme...

Halo Kitty

Nah,I prefer my Korean drama than ur story

Jane

Hi Guys

原来一切都是。。

两全其美的事- 没有。

5 more days...

Graduated!!!!

Housemate's Graduation

Luggage o luggage

Heading back home

Carrick Hill/Kbox/Victoria Square

Victor Harbour 27/11/08

Hi Holidays

Pictures..

P.S. I Love You

Awesome trip!

Hung Over O.0"

HoLiDay!

Iphone

Picnic~

Beach!

emo